I am a 17 year old black female. That adores white guys.. Here's the problem..?

I am a 17 year old black female. I am a full figured girl. Very mature for my age. I come from a bad part of town. But, i have grown into my own person. I lovvee 90s alt. Also known as grunge. So, i consider myself so. I love music. Films. Art. Photography. Nature. Ganja. Vibrations. Feelin' the breeze, smokin the trees. Well, my problem is that I fit in nowhere. Well, that's not really a problem. I like the outcast position. I always seem to get it. The problem is, I am never approached by guys I am attracted to. White guys. Or any guy for that matter. People pay no attention to my interests. And when they do, it's usually to critisize me. What to do !?!?!?