I have a troubled past?

there's not much you can do about the past, rather you should improve your future. Maybe you should confront your past, but unless you actually think it really affects your mental health i don't see that much of a problem. I was molested when I was 7 and never really told anybody up until i was 14.. but the people i told were my friends, never adults or such... sorry if that doesn't help you much :/